what it means when i dye or cut my hair.
It means that im really stressed.
My hair always gets a beating.
Its either i go to the salon or i DIY.
I guess i was really stressed last year since i died my hair so many times. Countless.
And its like a ritual now to go cut my hair on the 1st week of work.
I should keep in mind to buy two bottle of hair dye since i keep thinking i have short hair. Still not use to the thought that my hair is the longest it have ever been.
I’m a major screw up.
when everything is going well.
I just have to fucked it up. All the time.
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I need to fucking control my temper man.
In search of lost time.
that’s was what our relationship was.
the time we lost and the time we got back when we were back together.
god just want us to have the lost time we had back and told us that we’re just more awesome as friends.
But i blew it.
I guess it was better that way
This just me trying to make senses of everything that happen in my life.
One of those nights. sigh..
I want someone who …
someone who would wake up early in the morning just to catch the sunrise with me.
someone who would lay in the middle of an open field and enjoy the night scenery.
someone who would save money and one day watch the northern lights with me.
someone who enjoy going to art museums.
someone who enjoy listening to awesome music and different type of bands.
someone who wants to go to bed at night and wake up in the morning with me beside.
That’s what i want. what do you want?
Bday treat from Nikki :)
I’m a big time scary cat and i manage to take some of the scary thrill rides! haha
Allhamdulilah
I would like to thank Allah for giving me something different in life.
It may not be much at least im still happy learning some thing new and something that im interested it. I just don’t know how am i gg to survive financially.
But insyaallah, i believe allah have a plan for me since he answered my prayers for me to have a change from my current situation.
I don’t want to look bad and screw it up. Please allah give me good set of remembering brains for words and technical stuff
Yes i really love this photo of us.
If he didnt have his moustache we’ll looked exactly the same.
how awesome is that but now i guess not.
