Poison Studded Lips : Hiding from the world

Hiding from the world

That is what im doing.

Hiding behind this screen

Hiding in my room.

Not meeting my friends.

Not doing nothing else but eat

so hard to hide

when everyone else doesn’t know

but god and the family does.

I’ve been a zombie on most days.

I don’t talk if i don’t want too.

I don’t reply if i don’t feel like it.

I mean to whoever.

so..

If only the family doesn’t know.

If only people just stop talking about how happy they are.

If only you stop talking about all the different guys.

If only people just stop saying it hurts them to see me this way

I just want to be this way.

I’m not okay now.

I will be in time.

I hope.

I just want to cope with it

This way is the only way i know best.