February 2012
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I just want to scream.
I’m really going crazy.
Still crying and just cried.
Fuck i keep telling myself to fucking move on.
Let him be.
every memory, every smile, every words just keep coming back.
I miss him.
I miss everything that used to be before things get so fucked up that he fall out of love with me.
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Distraction List
1) To practice my photography skill, even though i’m not good doesn’t mean i should stop doing what i love.
2) Get a job! keep sending resumes and shit.
3) New environment and new people.
4) Lost weight la FUCK! hahaha exercise or starve whatever just do it.
5) try to stay happy and have a positive mind.
6) Remember Allah never forget Allah no matter what. Always pray to allah and...
i need to pull myself together.
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Strangers in tumblr understands better.
“Friends” in facebook don’t give a shit!
People in twitter just have something to say.
I love you tumblr
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Lost soul
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“My heart is broke, I have some glue~
Help me inhale, mend it with yoouuu~...”
– Kurt Cobain.
i want to float in the clouds and be carefree.
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is there somebody out there for me?
My mind and thoughts are clouded by images of him.
He will stay with me forever.
His in my future.
Or is he?
His not mine anymore.
i’m such a loser.
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Realisation
When will I have that?
I’m still delusional.
Holding on to nothing.
I keep thinking if I hold on longer
He will come back.
But he isn’t.
We’re just friends now.
I still want to give us another chance.
Why can’t I just move on ?
Sigh.
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“we are the only ones we are running from.”
– i never wanted to by saosin
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Hiding from the world
That is what im doing.
Hiding behind this screen
Hiding in my room.
Not meeting my friends.
Not doing nothing else but eat
so hard to hide
when everyone else doesn’t know
but god and the family does.
I’ve been a zombie on most days.
I don’t talk if i don’t want too.
I don’t reply if i don’t feel like it.
I mean to whoever.
so..
If only the family...
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In the end ppl don't always do what they keep...
Your a good example. you just proof my skeptical accusation right. Hah
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why does it alwys get so sad and lonely at night....
