going crazy
this head is still filled with thoughts of you,i dun want to move on i dun want this.
i never ask for this.
still hurts..
the feeling comes and goes all in a day.
starting to cry a lot,
keep putting myself to sleep, i keep waking early in hope for a better day but in the end everything just keep playing in my head.
All the good and sad memories with him, still i miss him so badly..
how can i let it go.. he meant so much to me.
i still remember when we sat in the park, i talk to him about my dad, and he talk abt his and how we were here together again and he said he wont leave me and that he will alwys love me not matter what. that was the 1st time i saw him cry.
how i want him back so much just to be mine.. just to say that his mine..
i miss looking at him and seeing him smile back at me..that was the best thing
His the first guy ever to tell me the reasons why he liked me. that night by the kallang river. we just sitting there talking about y we liked each other but he was still skeptical than that we should be together still we had a good time. I remember dancing to 7eleven and we bought maggie cup and nuts and sat in the middle of the huge carpark and eat.
i just want all that happy times back..
when i needed you most you weren’t there
so should i be there for you now? im not a good person nor am i a bad person. Everything is just a mess now, i’m not sure how to sort it out. It maybe a short r/s to you but it still meant a lot to me. To come from being single for so long and to be brought down again to square one is not what i had in mind.
you can hang as many dream catchers and still have nightmares in the end, because its all in your head.
(Source: waywardbeauty, via dirtylittlestylewhoree)
